new decisions, introspection: only for the tough stomached

it's funny to go onto my old company's website and see pictures of myself, and then to see my car parked in the parking lot there on the satellite image that i pasted on the website two years ago to help visitors find the place. that time of my life feels so far away, and i was there just a year ago. my life has moved VERY fast, but has slowed down to a walking pace so i am just now feeling the motion sickness. suddenly, i am noticing the absence of all the people and things that i cared a great deal about only a year ago. everything is gone.