putchie, the repressed groupie

i drove out to the res to meet s at the pow wow. he has gained some fame recently for acting in a film that will be coming out soon. he was invited out there to read some of his poems. he was my first boyfriend ever, from back when i was 12. i had such a huge crush on him back then. i remember feeling so shy that i couldn't move very easily when he was around, let alone talk. i liked s a lot but by the end of eighth grade had decided that i liked his best friend better, and that's how we left it. we haven't really talked since then.

where am i going with this. i guess i just want to say that i am still glowing from our encounter. i think i broke through the fame-shell and got to the real s, the s i used to know... except, an adult now. a really intelligent, attractive, friendly adult who i wish i could spend more time with.